Poems
Here are a few poems I have written that can be found in my book, Joyous Melancholy
EMBRACE THE SHADOW
Gazing into the mirror of darkness,
I see myself reflected in you.
Shattered shards scattered I gather,
Putting together the pieces of once was.
My shadow self stands before me
Distorted with ambiguous form.
He gives an angry inimical glare,
As I challenge him to come forth.
I feel who I thought I was
Begin to fade revealing an illusion.
The shadow takes hold of my soul
As I accept the unacceptable.
Qualities in others I despise
Are ambient reflections of my soul.
These fragments of truth unveiled
Are provenances of wholeness within.
I embrace the darkness I once served,
Breaking free from entangling webs
To be complete once again.
MISTRESS OF SHADOWS
Across plains of war and death,
I seek a passage out of this chaos.
A woman stands calling my way:
Black cloak and black hair;
Pale skin with wild eyes.
In desperation I force my way to her.
She points the way out
And reaches her hand towards me.
I look back and see the fire
As it consumes everything behind me.
I reach out my hand and grasp hers.
Her eyes flare red and her skin decays
With Shadows creep behind her.
I release her skeletal hand
And turn to face the dragon
As I unsheathe my sword.
THE TEMPLE
I look upon a temple
Invisible to all but me
Beautiful, yet tainted with evil.
I enter for shelter
These walls I have known,
With portraits of memories.
Silent corridors await,
Ready to trample me.
I hear the moans of agony
Cry out to me.
They are my own cries
Piercing through my soul.
There was once a light here
Its glow has dimmed.
I search for an answer
In secret passages within,
And find none
Just more pain to come.
I step to the altar of sacrifice,
With knife poised in my hand
I bring it down
Shattering the temple.